rencana,,tujuan,,

Hmm,
Menjalani hidup yang emang ga slalu sama di tiap detiknya,,
Hidup yg sebenernya ga cuma bangun tidur trus tidur lagi,,,
Everyone has his/her own plan for life,,

Bukan cuma sekedar plan atau rencana sih,,
Tapi juga tujuan,,,
Motivasi..

Secuek-cueknya orang,,
Semales-malesnya orang,,

Dalam melakukan apapun, bahkan secara ga disadari,,
Ada sebuah tujuan,,
Ada sebuah alasan..
Setiap dya melakukan ssuatu,,

Mungkin ketika orang bertanya kenapa, buat apa..
Terucaplah pernyataan-pernyataan,,
Yang sebenernya blom tntu benar,,

Well,
Itu emang hak setiap orang,,
Hak memiliki rahasia, memiliki tujuan,,
Walaupun tujuan itu jahat,,,

Why shouldn’t we be mad about that?!!
Why should we understand although it hurts a lot?!
Maybe,,
It’s because we’re human,,
We don’t live here alone..

Well,
Memang setiap manusia punya rencana,,,
Memang setiap manusia punya tujuannya sendiri…
Tetapi hanya Tuhan yg menentukan smuanya,,,

wedding day

Well, I’m not actually one of the girls who have known how they’ll get married and got really prepared for the special moment,,

Of course, I want to get married..soon..(haha)

But I think now is not the appropriate time to think about the whole thing,,

Well, but, unexpectedly, there is this question on the book which unless I answer it properly, my teacher will come out with a bunch of words that will kill my eagerness to speak..

 

Yeah,,

It says : “tell me about the wedding that you have dreamt about”

Well….

Wedding,,,hmm,,I’d like it to be a truly Javanese wedding..

I am a half Javanese and I love its culture..

So, the wedding should go along with the Javanese traditions, from a to z

I’d like to hold the reception at night, in (for now I could think about) Islamic centre.

I want everyone to feel comfortable when attending my wedding,, so, the decoration should be magnificent, with the elegant touch of black, white and silver…hehe, my favorite colors,,

 

That was my answer,,

He was unsatisfied really, and started lecturing along the way,,

I wonder how I can answer that question perfectly when I don’t even know what I am dreaming of,,

I can’t even imagine the figure who will appear to be my groom..

Yeah, wedding,,, I guess it’s still a long way to go,,=p

lupakan saja deh,,,

ingin melupakan smuanya,,saja,,,

These recent days..

Hmm,,

Kalo dipikir2 udah lama juga tak menulis,,

Banyak hal terjadi beberapa hari belakangan ini,,

 

Well,

There were two things I heard and a little startled me..

The first thing was said by one of my friend, not quite a close one really,,

What he said is true, I know,,

But I guess he shouldn’t have spoken something like that,,

I know myself, I know what I did, and I know my limitation..

I know I am not as smart as you are,,

The second was said by one of my best friends,,

It really startled me, coz after all these years’ friendship, they forgot just to tell me..but, congratulations then, girls..

 

Kalo dipikir2,,

Now I know nothing about trust and friendship…

I don’t even know who I should trust,,,even who my friends are…

Hmmh,,krisis kepercayaan,,

 

Hari sabtu itu akhirnya lewat juga,,

Dan memang akhirnya gw harus melakukan ini,,,

Smoga memang tidak akan pernah ada lagi…

 

And now,

I have to get rid of the thing that’s in my mind these recent days,,

So, should it be better far to forget about it and smile or remember it and be sad?

I will just pretend,,,

Maybe that’s the best for now,,

We’ll never now what’ll happen..

 

Hmm,,

Smua orang mengalami banyak hal dalam hidupnya dan mereka semua belajar dari pengalaman hidupnya itu,,

Smua orang menjadi lebih dewasa tiap harinya,,

 

[tulisan ini dibuat tanpa urutan yang jelas dan pasti,hahaha:p]

Yeah,,

Been thru’ a lot here,,