moving..

moving to http://ceritadsh.wordpress.com

you can visit it, if you have time :p

Again..

Yeah, just another ending,,

 

I thought that was the end, but then it turns out that yesterday was

I felt I was being very stupid and naïve

The sadness had gone a long time ago, I’m quite fine now

You don’t have to apologize,,

Coz we’ve both done everything wrong

We couldn’t avoid that feeling

 

Thank you for everything

Hope you’ll be very happy with your life

Always pray for the best for you, brother

Bye!

overjoyed

Over time, I’ve building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I’ve gone much too far for you now to say
That I’ve got to throw my castle away

Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I’ve been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day

And though you don’t believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I’ve searched to discover
I’ve come much too far for me now to find
The love that I’ve sought can never be mine

And though you don’t believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you

Entah kenapa lagi suka banget lagu ini,,,

untitled..

Pilihan yang kami buat tidak lah mudah untuk diputuskan…

Terkadang semua keadaan hanya membuat kami semakin lemah,,,

Dan sekarang,,kami,,sendiri,,

Tanpa kalian,,,

 

Walaupun kami yakin kami akan merindukan kalian dan begitupun sebaliknya..

Walaupun kami ragu kami akan bisa bertahan tanpa kalian dan begitupun sebaliknya..

Tetapi mungkin ini yang terbaik untuk saat ini,,

Kami telah membuat keadaan sulit untuk dimengerti,,

Walaupun bahkan kami sendiri pun tidak dapat mengerti apa yang terjadi..

 

ketika,,

waktu tlah menciptakan cerita tentang kita

mestinya smua indah kini yg terasa

sejujurnya kadang kami pun tak mengerti peran apa yg kita jalani

 

bila memang bukan kita yang tentukan

kemana arah cinta ini kan membawa

Kami hanya mengharapkan satu jalan-Mu Tuhan untuk mengerti apa yang kita jalani kini,,,

 

Mungkin ini yang terbaik untuk kita semua..

Mungkin kita memang butuh waktu..

Untuk memperbaiki diri masing-masing,,,

Untuk mendewasakan diri dan hati kita masing-masing…

Untuk terus menunggu,,,

Atau bahkan menghilang dan takkan kembali lagi,,,

 

bila kah

waktu tlah menentukan saatnya

saat untuk bersama saat2 kita jelang bahagia

 

percayalah sayang bukan kami tak sayang

bila cinta tak mampu bertahan

 

tetaplah tersenyum

yakinlah waktu tlah tentukan saatnya jika memang kita harus bersama

 

Terima kasih untuk semua hal yang berarti

Terima kasih untuk semua perhatian yang kalian beri

Terima kasih untuk semua kata yang menenangkan hati

 

Percayalah

Kalian adalah kenangan yang kami banggakan

Kenangan yang tak terhapuskan

 

Maaf..

Kata yang kurang berkenan untuk didengar..

Tapi pantas untuk disampaikan..

 

Semoga kita baik-baik saja…

Semoga di saat kita sudah sama2 menjadi lebih baik, Tuhan berikan jalan…

 

menghilang,,,

rasanya ingin menghilang saja,,,

messed up..

 

Lately, it’s all messed up in my mind,,

I’m hating myself right now,,

Always like this when I’m going thru’ such things..

It’s all just obscure,,,

Simply don’t want to hurt you, and don’t want to be hurt,,

But it’s not that ****in’ simple!!!

Feeling guilty, but I’m not allowed to say sorry..

How can I tell you then?!

di penghujung tahun

Bandung city lights,,

Yep, looks so beautiful from my room..

Up way in the northern part of the city..

 

Tinggal menghitung detik-detik menuju tahun yang baru,,,

Pada malam itu, pemandangan kembang api menjadi sesuatu yang biasa…

I can see them from up here…nice

*hehe, secara implisit menunjukkan kalo emang rumah ini jauh dari peradaban kota :p *

 

Exciting memang menyambut suatu masa yang baru,,

Tapi, tahun ini juga meninggalkan banyak hal yang sulit untuk dilupakan,,,

A lot of fun times, tough things, sad stories, achievement, unforgettable experiences and more..

Such a really wonderful year,,,

 

“there are two tragedies in life..

  one is to lose your heart’s desire, and the other is to gain it”

 

Lots of things happened and made me what I am right now. I used to think that no one is that bad, there must be a good side of them,,tapi ternyata manusia memang jahat,,,

Sejak menyadari smua itu, I feel no longer comfortable to share my stories with people, well, friends, if I may say,,

There are certain things about my life I don’t like to share,,

There’s a party going on and hey I don’t care

I’m feeling right now like don’t want to be there

I don’t want to be bothered and have to pretend

I know there’s going to be someone I’ll probably offend

But they’ll have to get over it

Let it slide off their back

[anyway, maybe I'm not that important]

But I don’t want to be bothered and it may sound whack

There are all kinds of things going on in my mind that need my attention

And are kind of important to how I make myself be

Cause I’m thinking a lot about w

jealousy,,

udah lama bgt ga denger lagu ini,,,hmm
[reminds me of someone:p]

Oh how wrong can you be
Oh to fall in love
Was my very first mistake
How was I to know
I was far too much in love to see
Jealousy, look at me now
Jealousy, you got me somehow
You gave me no warning
Took me by surprise
Jealousy, you led me on
You couldn’t lose
You couldn’t fail
You had suspicion on my trail
How, how, how, oh my jealousy
I wasn’t man enough
To let you hurt my pride
Now I’m only left with my own jealousy
Oh how strong can you be
With matters of the heart
Life is much to short
To while away with tears
If only you could see
Just what you do to me
Jealousy, you tripped me up
Jealousy, you brought me down
You bring me sorrow
You cause me pain
Jealousy, when will you let go
Gotta hold of my possesive mind
Turned me into a jealous kind
How, how, how, oh my jealousy
I wasn’t man enough
To let you hurt my pride
Now I’m only left with my own jealousy
But now it matters not
If I should live or die
Cause I’m only left with my own jealousy

lalala,,banyak tugas mpe bingung mu ngerjain yg mana duluan,,
smangat dsh,,smangat juga teman2 smuaaaa

hmmh,,what a life

Well,

It’s been 30 minutes,,

Smoga mereka smua bisa ngerjain dn smoga nilai2 mereka lebih bagus dari yg sblumnya,,

Huks,,

Kalo ga,,,I’d be fired..huhu

Heuh,

What a life,

Being a teacher is not that simple,,

Selain tanggung jawab ma yg ngasih gaji, guru juga punya tanggung jawab moral ke murid2nya,,

 

Lalala..

Sebenernya tugas kuliah lagi super banyak,,

Tapi entah kenapa, gw santai2 aja ni,

Malahan, hari minggu besok, anak2 ngajakin ikutan rally huntingnya prambors,,ahaha

Yea, asik2an aja,,

Padahal sebenernya malu juga,,lawannya anak2 sma gtu,,,

Huhu, berasa tua jadinya

 

Ah,akhirnya,,

Satu orang selesai,,,

Eh,tapi baru jam 4.45 ya,,

Ugh, gw rasa ni anak ngejawab asal2an,,huhu

 

Hmmh,,

Last night,,I told him everything,,

Well, not directly “telling”..

But,

It’s strange, bewildering,,he said it was wonderful,,

Hmm, jadi bingung,,

Tau ah, g ngerti,,hehe:p

rencana,,tujuan,,

Hmm,
Menjalani hidup yang emang ga slalu sama di tiap detiknya,,
Hidup yg sebenernya ga cuma bangun tidur trus tidur lagi,,,
Everyone has his/her own plan for life,,

Bukan cuma sekedar plan atau rencana sih,,
Tapi juga tujuan,,,
Motivasi..

Secuek-cueknya orang,,
Semales-malesnya orang,,

Dalam melakukan apapun, bahkan secara ga disadari,,
Ada sebuah tujuan,,
Ada sebuah alasan..
Setiap dya melakukan ssuatu,,

Mungkin ketika orang bertanya kenapa, buat apa..
Terucaplah pernyataan-pernyataan,,
Yang sebenernya blom tntu benar,,

Well,
Itu emang hak setiap orang,,
Hak memiliki rahasia, memiliki tujuan,,
Walaupun tujuan itu jahat,,,

Why shouldn’t we be mad about that?!!
Why should we understand although it hurts a lot?!
Maybe,,
It’s because we’re human,,
We don’t live here alone..

Well,
Memang setiap manusia punya rencana,,,
Memang setiap manusia punya tujuannya sendiri…
Tetapi hanya Tuhan yg menentukan smuanya,,,